its like 2am in the morning and i had a really great scrabble game earlier with a crew of very interesting people...and then had a 'pamper' moment with my really good friends (even though i try not to say they are the people i have grown so close to)and came home to blog. not because it was a bad day but because despite the really great time i had today, something inside hasn't felt very right.
i like to say i am fearless and got no absolute threats but i have realized that even the brave are afraid when faced with the incomprehensible or a seemingly larger than life issue and i am not an exception. the difference between a coward and a brave person is the choice we make to be either cowardly or brave and bravery defies how we feel.
so i am asking myself about maturity and what it really means.
does maturity have a lot to do with not expressing how we feel in order to do what we dim is right?
its 2am,
almost three i need to sleep but somehow need to write, torn between sleeping writing and thinking. my fingers seem to type faster than my thoughts can churn out sense of the web within, maybe i should sleep and it will all be clear tomorrow
the questions, the web. it all...
tomorrow.
3 whatevers:
Happy belated birthday?
Older people never told us what it meant to reach those crossroads when you question who you are and who you're supposed to be.
It will come to you.
Accept my belated birthday wishes.
-She who used to be Minty
birthday ...when...where...how..??
hope it all cleared up "tomorrow"..:-)
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