who is it? is he a FRIEND OF MINE?
no he aint but i had a bleak Friday, watched CNN and BBC plus channel O and etcs to know what had happened- all day all night.
i was in shock, and in still more shock that i was actually touched by a man i never met, never knew, anyway it was too much for me. i was up for about 24 hours watching and waiting and feeling heavy within.
i am still mourning, investigating, reading , listening. if y'all have anymore info than what i have gotten on all the news networks and internet.
pass it on.
adios
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
how to talk to girls
just watching the Ellen Degeneres show this morning and finally got to see the author of this book and he sure is what TIME said about him 'clean-cut, confident and a published author' with three other self help books on the way, 'how to talk to moms', 'how to talk to dads' and how to talk to oba who? cant remember ...
i just copy pasted the review on the book , its sweet, and i think he's going places!
The Gist:
Alec Greven, author of the new dating guide How to Talk to Girls, has a lot going for him. He's clean-cut, confident and a published author. He is also 9 years old. And although his relationship advice is nothing new — girls like gifts and attention from boys; they get mad when they discover a boy has been trying to date multiple people at once — its simplicity is remarkably accurate. So much for dating websites and call-in shows: the real answers can be found in what began as a $3 pamphlet handed out at his Colorado elementary school. (See the 100 best novels of all time.)
Highlights:
On relationships: "Sometimes, you get a girl to like you, then she ditches you. Life is hard, move on! Or sometimes it just doesn't work out. I had a crush on a girl in preschool. Then my family had to move, so I had to let her wash out of my mind."
On having a crush: "Many boys get crushes on girls. But it can be very hard to get a girl to like you. Sometimes it takes years! Whatever happens, just don't act desperate. Girls don't like desperate boys. So what do you do if you have a crush on a girl? You need to get her to like you. You can also show off a skill, like playing soccer or anything else you're good at. If you are in elementary school, try to get a girl to like you, not to love you. Wait until middle school to try to get her to love you. Otherwise, you have to hold on to her for a long time and that would be very hard. Tip: Most boys in elementary school can hold on to a girl for only 30 days."
On gifts: "It is also good to give gifts. They don't have to be big. Try to find out what she likes before you give her something. You should go around to her friends to get ideas. And I wouldn't do flowers and gifts until you are older, like in middle school, because it seems weird in elementary school. Unless you go to a school dance."
The Lowdown:
Greven does not support the "just be yourself" method of dating — he recommends copying someone cool — but let's be honest: sometimes that method doesn't work (especially in elementary school, when "being yourself" often translates to "eating boogers"). He warns against passing love notes, as they tend to get intercepted; he's mercifully still a few years away from discovering the horrors of drunk dialing. Greven also believes that pretty girls are coldhearted and regular-looking girls make better girlfriends (is he even old enough to have heard Jimmy Soul's "If You Wanna Be Happy"?). He refers to winning a girl as "winning a victory" and urges the boy to refrain from celebrating in front of his new girlfriend, lest she disapprove of his happiness and dump him.
So will the book actually help you talk to girls? Not really. But it makes for a good gag gift. Have a permanently single male friend? Want to creep out strangers by reading it alone at a bar? Self-help books written by 9-year-olds provide endless opportunities for awkward, uncomfortable amusement. Besides, nothing in the book is incorrect. We girls (and women) are not as elusive as we may seem. We like gifts and attention and people who make us laugh. We dislike hyperactive, clingy boys (and boys who wear sweatpants). If you want to talk to us, sometimes all it takes is a casual hello.
i just copy pasted the review on the book , its sweet, and i think he's going places!
The Gist:
Alec Greven, author of the new dating guide How to Talk to Girls, has a lot going for him. He's clean-cut, confident and a published author. He is also 9 years old. And although his relationship advice is nothing new — girls like gifts and attention from boys; they get mad when they discover a boy has been trying to date multiple people at once — its simplicity is remarkably accurate. So much for dating websites and call-in shows: the real answers can be found in what began as a $3 pamphlet handed out at his Colorado elementary school. (See the 100 best novels of all time.)
Highlights:
On relationships: "Sometimes, you get a girl to like you, then she ditches you. Life is hard, move on! Or sometimes it just doesn't work out. I had a crush on a girl in preschool. Then my family had to move, so I had to let her wash out of my mind."
On having a crush: "Many boys get crushes on girls. But it can be very hard to get a girl to like you. Sometimes it takes years! Whatever happens, just don't act desperate. Girls don't like desperate boys. So what do you do if you have a crush on a girl? You need to get her to like you. You can also show off a skill, like playing soccer or anything else you're good at. If you are in elementary school, try to get a girl to like you, not to love you. Wait until middle school to try to get her to love you. Otherwise, you have to hold on to her for a long time and that would be very hard. Tip: Most boys in elementary school can hold on to a girl for only 30 days."
On gifts: "It is also good to give gifts. They don't have to be big. Try to find out what she likes before you give her something. You should go around to her friends to get ideas. And I wouldn't do flowers and gifts until you are older, like in middle school, because it seems weird in elementary school. Unless you go to a school dance."
The Lowdown:
Greven does not support the "just be yourself" method of dating — he recommends copying someone cool — but let's be honest: sometimes that method doesn't work (especially in elementary school, when "being yourself" often translates to "eating boogers"). He warns against passing love notes, as they tend to get intercepted; he's mercifully still a few years away from discovering the horrors of drunk dialing. Greven also believes that pretty girls are coldhearted and regular-looking girls make better girlfriends (is he even old enough to have heard Jimmy Soul's "If You Wanna Be Happy"?). He refers to winning a girl as "winning a victory" and urges the boy to refrain from celebrating in front of his new girlfriend, lest she disapprove of his happiness and dump him.
So will the book actually help you talk to girls? Not really. But it makes for a good gag gift. Have a permanently single male friend? Want to creep out strangers by reading it alone at a bar? Self-help books written by 9-year-olds provide endless opportunities for awkward, uncomfortable amusement. Besides, nothing in the book is incorrect. We girls (and women) are not as elusive as we may seem. We like gifts and attention and people who make us laugh. We dislike hyperactive, clingy boys (and boys who wear sweatpants). If you want to talk to us, sometimes all it takes is a casual hello.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
closure: i want something else!
i keep thinking i am one of those people thats never been afraid to be real and show my true colours as the cliche goes...but i guess at one point in life we all wrapped ourselves in the covers of 'some great goodness' so people didnt see our flaws and mistakes and then slowly we realise that people love and hate us for whatever reason and it doesnt matter how hard we try to be good or bad it wont really change their opinion much so why not just be you? that is the bestest and i believe the most saving answer to all humanities problems. if you dont like the fact that i have a great smile (which i do) laugh like a turkey gone cold, eat cake like am paid and go on a yo-yo diet its your problem not mine...the thought that i dont have to please no one was like going for deliverance. so these days when a guy likes me, i tell him i like my food, i am messy, i hate cooking on the regular and love my jobs plus i cant stand sharing beds so if you visit you will sleep in the sitting room coz my other room has no bed unless you get one and put it there.
its strange that recently we got a scare at work, we have been having many, you know when employers say things like 'you willlose your jobs for not performing' and i was soooooo unphased, 'who do they think they are scaring?' i owe the peace to the fact that i know that God got me this far and no human being so if i am to leave any place it will be his doing, i never sweat it. soo while everyone was worked up thinking of where to send resumes and etcs, i sat back and blogged.
another phenomenon that has me smirking my lips in utter exasperation is the 'biological clock ' thing. recently i was at GC with buddies and these guys almost nailed me to the ground worked up about the fact that i so totally was not dying to get married and get babies like all girls my age. one very logically put it 'Lucy, you are getting older, guys wont want you by 35 coz they will be looking for fresh blood, and you will have diffculty giving birth after 30, so think about it, get a man , get married!" i hahaed the lecture, well intentioned but really, my priorities have relationships dangling miserably on the lower end and ambition for success and lotsa lotsa lotsa money in the things i wanna do as the very prime objective.
someone today told me a girl was asked 'her one wish' and the little thing said 'a man" i hahaed, thinking, girlfriend, a man will come no matter where you are and what you are and how old you are, but do you have your act together? or you wanna be an average woman settled in for a happy home, babies, mundane semi charmed life? well some want that, be a house wife, or be an ordinary employed person forever working going home tending to hubby and kids...not a bad thing but not for me;every night i pray to God , i tell him, i want more, i want more than this life can offer, MORE!
and maybe thats why i have never totally dated a guy coz i am asking 'is this all? is this it? isnt there more? am i settling for less? or a job 'is this it? isnt there more? and about my ownself 'cant you attain more? arent you better than that? are you sure you can only stay in the background of this? are you serious you want only this? stars? how about the sky? buti guesss deep down the question is 'is this love? and what is love to feel like? and above all the deep uncertainity of if its the right relationship and if getting into a relationship will slow down my pursuits for greatness. selfish? maybe but better now than later . better now than living with regrets. me thinks
so with all this want for more , for better, for bigger for the bestestest, i find my self searching for better that what i think or thought was fabulous and i am sure that themost exceptional people, the people that have made amark in history were ordinary people that chose to step out of the general boat and reach for their highest most possible level.
being my own greatest competition is my moto. when i get depressed its coz i feel that i have failed and settled for less. yes i am really hard on myself and really hard on others, not good, i know, i amtrying to soften but, i flip occassionally. it keeps me going though and keeps me beleiving,there is more to life than that everyday temporary high... i want a permanent high.
how about you, what do you want from life
remember life doesnt fail you, you fail life when you fail to get from it what it has offered you.
huv a fab weeekend
meditation :
semi charmed life -third eye blind
more to life- stacie oricco
its strange that recently we got a scare at work, we have been having many, you know when employers say things like 'you willlose your jobs for not performing' and i was soooooo unphased, 'who do they think they are scaring?' i owe the peace to the fact that i know that God got me this far and no human being so if i am to leave any place it will be his doing, i never sweat it. soo while everyone was worked up thinking of where to send resumes and etcs, i sat back and blogged.
another phenomenon that has me smirking my lips in utter exasperation is the 'biological clock ' thing. recently i was at GC with buddies and these guys almost nailed me to the ground worked up about the fact that i so totally was not dying to get married and get babies like all girls my age. one very logically put it 'Lucy, you are getting older, guys wont want you by 35 coz they will be looking for fresh blood, and you will have diffculty giving birth after 30, so think about it, get a man , get married!" i hahaed the lecture, well intentioned but really, my priorities have relationships dangling miserably on the lower end and ambition for success and lotsa lotsa lotsa money in the things i wanna do as the very prime objective.
someone today told me a girl was asked 'her one wish' and the little thing said 'a man" i hahaed, thinking, girlfriend, a man will come no matter where you are and what you are and how old you are, but do you have your act together? or you wanna be an average woman settled in for a happy home, babies, mundane semi charmed life? well some want that, be a house wife, or be an ordinary employed person forever working going home tending to hubby and kids...not a bad thing but not for me;every night i pray to God , i tell him, i want more, i want more than this life can offer, MORE!
and maybe thats why i have never totally dated a guy coz i am asking 'is this all? is this it? isnt there more? am i settling for less? or a job 'is this it? isnt there more? and about my ownself 'cant you attain more? arent you better than that? are you sure you can only stay in the background of this? are you serious you want only this? stars? how about the sky? buti guesss deep down the question is 'is this love? and what is love to feel like? and above all the deep uncertainity of if its the right relationship and if getting into a relationship will slow down my pursuits for greatness. selfish? maybe but better now than later . better now than living with regrets. me thinks
so with all this want for more , for better, for bigger for the bestestest, i find my self searching for better that what i think or thought was fabulous and i am sure that themost exceptional people, the people that have made amark in history were ordinary people that chose to step out of the general boat and reach for their highest most possible level.
being my own greatest competition is my moto. when i get depressed its coz i feel that i have failed and settled for less. yes i am really hard on myself and really hard on others, not good, i know, i amtrying to soften but, i flip occassionally. it keeps me going though and keeps me beleiving,there is more to life than that everyday temporary high... i want a permanent high.
how about you, what do you want from life
remember life doesnt fail you, you fail life when you fail to get from it what it has offered you.
huv a fab weeekend
meditation :
semi charmed life -third eye blind
more to life- stacie oricco
Monday, June 08, 2009
boys are.....
whose read about this boys are stupid t-shirt thing? wow go to wikipedia and type boys are stupid and you will get it.
apart from that, i keep wondering where boys are manufactured... (there are t-shirts that say boys are manufactured in a stupid factory)
anyhow the point of this post is one... or two...
but basically since i grew up and then liked a boy and he broke my heart and another, then another and yet another, i figured prolly its my fault, i aint doing something right...and then of course the phase of 'these boys are young,' and the older guys are more mature and i was shocked that boys dint change... and someone asked in, amidst floods of tears and cake...'how do these species called men think? how in the world do they arrive at Z of an issue from B' i had no answer, i was the consoler...
then deeper revelations of the monstority of men just unveiled them selves before my very eyes when this person confided in me of this really nice charming intelligent man, totally every womans dream that raped her, and was after her two sisters while conning her. the story got worse..he denied raping her when she got preggers saying she wanted it, yet there had been evidence of forced entry, then he tried to turn her sisters against this gal and failed. fortunately for this gal, she had friends who took no crap from no stupid boy and when he came to her room on campus to confront her with his buddy, they had them scurrying out like cats and he still had the nerve to deny vehemently and insist she loved him, it was a lovers quarrel. by the way he never stopped chasing after the siters even when they outrightly beshamed him...he assured them their older sister was psycho and liked him and he had jammed her and was trying to mess his chances with the other two...the bigamous twert!
in another situation, this big boy of 45 yrs old tried to manipulate a little gal i knew who confided in me when i noticed her behaviour toward him was vicious. in brokenhearted tears, this little gal told me this man, her guardian coz her parents had travelled for a while, would tell her he would give her whatever she wants if she let him sleep with her, they lived in the same house and poor thing was scared to death, however inspite his insisting he never crossed the threshold to her room.
however when her parents returned, the little pervert told her parents the boys were good little boys and their little daughter was a pain...and the little gal bore punishments for saying no to a big ol' pervert...she had a step mom so it was fuelled with a dash of hatred! poor little gal was traumatized by boys till she was 18.
stupid boys NEVER take responsibility for their action, three stupid boys i once met told me : stupid boy 1:' i was forced to marry her, i didnt want to.'well he was a thethered goat led to the slaughter haaa! what a laugh
stupid boy 2; I donno how it happened, i swear we never had sex!what bios class did you attend
stupid boy 3: she tricked me, i dont love her, i love you' and you are still with her hm!
in yet another scenario, a friend of mine broke my heart with the revelation that she was living with this guy, a really nice cute guy with a good job, at the executive position and he liked her but apparently this gorgeous hunk has a little one year old boy and he assured her he left the mother of the girl...he even proposed to her, bended knee, plush hotel somewhere on the islands, those things, ring etc and everytime she is stressed, he gets a pass for her at work and she gets to take 'time' away and he flies her to wherever she wants .fellow wants a kid now but prim sweet girl says...'lets get married' nothing fancy, as long as we are married.
boy...is not so good now...becoz she finds out his 'dumped' galfriend is pregnant again with another baby...how stupid is that? anyway she is soooooo smitten and yet so stressed by him...i hope she leaves him...but he is everything she wants and she is willing to bendso low? too low? why do boys get girls to do that with no care, no thought? no concern for what she's going through?
then i know another boy who is is getting married...ooops, is married already to the love of his life and two months before the wedding, stupid boy meets another girl he clicks with soooo much, and they start an affair and stupid boy confides in me that he loves his wife to be and he loves girlfriend. if he could he could marry them both..oh the nerve of this bigamous greedy smudgzt! so he gets married and this girlfriend is left hanging ... i donno anymore whats happening becoz its totally preposterous!
then this one: boy loves girl but girl is the money and brains...totally ambitious, girl starts business partners with boy, gets a goooood job out of the country, leaves boy with car, business proerty etc. comes back now and again to check on boy, calls him for hours, she is totally in love. boy meanwhile back home sees another girl, starts to date her, takes her out in girlfriend's car. even asks girl friend for money for 'business' which is taking out girl B and girl B is having the time of her life thinks 'boyfriend ' is all that.he promises to marry her in september, while telling girlfriend he will marry her in july. friends and concerned people find out and tell girlfreind in outside countries whats up. of course she doesnt beleive and being fiery, she abuses the whole lot of them until she comes home unexpectedly and finds stupid boy with girl B. SHE was torn. she had paid rent for office while he was there, even bought him some stuff, lavished him so much and stupid boy playing rich gave to girl B...now some one tips relative of girl B about boyfreind that he player..but girl B would hear none of it and said she wants to marry boyfriend!you see, while she thought stupid boy was rich, stupid boy thought she was rich coz she also lived outside countries..well girlfriend was mad and hurt, threw fits and tantrums abused him infront of workmates, friends, cried in taxis,everywhere...but finally got over it and even forgave him left him with everything after all she has a gooood job out there, stupid boy got married to girl B a year agao but he now realises it was a mistake, girl B is demanding, he got no money and she cant stand him, left country to be away from him, now stupid boy , still freinds with exgirl confides in her of his probs and says 'he still loves her' but ex girl moved on with a purrrrfect hot gentleman...
now i know this man, a very distingusihed man at that , i totally respect, he aint no boy.anyway this gentle man was greatly attracted to this gal but he is happily married with three beautiful children and though he was attracted to this beautiful curvy brainy girl, he made sure he was not alone with her, with his guards or something and he met her in open places to talk business ( i am a witness, spy if you like) he decided instead of wrecking her young life, he rather lavished her with gifts, took her for lunch or breakfast NEVER dinner and discussed her future in her work place with her...girl got married and got a child and they are still friends and she says of all the greedy boys she met, she had never thought there would be a true gentleman. he never indulged her in his feelings for her , it could slip up but he was careful and they are still friends, he maintains a good distance too and i call that 'what a man should be'A CONTROLLED MAN THAT RESPECTS HIMSELF AND HIS WIFE AND THE FEELINGS OF OTHERS.
so what goes wrong in the factory where boys are manufactured? too many snails? too many frogs? whats up.
i picked up this book about men 'the power and purpose of man' and realised that there is so little; 99% of the men in the world know about who they are, their purpose and their power. no father figures? ego so they cant read to learn from another man? if men understood their power, their purpose,hey would respect themselves and women more.
men are created with authority naturally and were made to love, protect, cherish, provide and care for the woman as the weaker sex, not becoz she cant do jerk for herself, no, but becoz she is more vulnerable but men turn that around these days and the power they have been given to cloth the woman they use to strip her of her dignity....show me a man whose still a stupid boy and i will show you his wife /girlfriend totally demoralised, browkn and with hardly any glow. a woman in love with a good man, glows, has a healthy esteem and is a blessing to society. a woman that has been scorned by the stupid boys has a low self esteem, tends to be bitchy coz of pain and overly possesive of a man she gets, never totally trusting him becoz her perception bank still ha residue of the man before and the other and the other...
well inspite of it all....
women and men need each other becoze they fit together like hand and glove. now boys are dumb coz they have 'selective hearing...only to what they want.' no they are not insensitve ' are more selfish yet their original purpose is to give...check it..who puts sperms in who? it is pysically demonstrated! women are receivers so dont shout about women being dentists, we are wired to recieve,in actuall sense we give more..emotionally etc... sex is pararmount... and women emotional intimacy
then a man will break up with a woman and walk away becoz his emotions and other parts are not wired, thats why he can have sex with a girl and move on easier than a woman can, coz we get emotional. i know a girl who broke her virginity with this stupid boy who wooed her and conned her and cried on his knees for her then threw her out threatening to kill her coz she found out he was dating, had been dating for so long...she attempted suicide was rescued in time....i sat by her bed side as she mumbled about this guy for hours for days in spurts of tears and wept for her. him? he dint care she was just a stupid virgin to him.
so i ve vented my wrath on stupid boys and those that make promises only to back out , those that love you and love someone else, those that donno how to love a woman...
maybe its time stupid boys actually grew up.
but women will continue to love them coz we have a great capacity for endurance...beware when it snaps...
run stupid boy, run!
Thursday, June 04, 2009
carradine dead
watching the news this morining i was spunned in total shock to hear that the beloved actor of 'Kunfu' the TV series , 'Kill Bill' directed by one of my favourite directors Quentin Tarantino was dead, found naked hanging in his closet in Bangkok on a trip thereto film a movie. he was 72, good age really, not to die though, i mean this depletes the original old men we could watch in movies that wont use too much make up to enhance age and wisdom.
Carradine's death follows Zen-like turnabout
Carradine's death follows Zen-like turnabout
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
i did enjoy this movie
growing up i remember watching Rocky coz my dad was a 'SLY' fan. i mean who dint like ...sorry love Sly. he was hot (still is) with the tight jeans and dark shades chewing on a toothpick, then the lopsided grin and the slow deep drawl, he was the definition of eye candy! so today in those lazy spurts of not really working, i set 'Rocky Balboa' on M net 2 and gashed with the memories of the most brilliant memorable rocky fight ever, the one in rocky 5 with Drago. i could remember how we sat on the edge of our seats every time we watched that last part, not once or twice, a million times over and seeing him again back in Philly in the old blue shirt and jacket, old neighborhood, only chunkier and older and with lots of demons to make up for, it feels like home. like i actually traversed time with him and 'here we are , all grown and old with memories and regrets and a last shot at redemption' that was Rocky Balboa. everything felt as familiar till his final wave at his deceased wife's grave...time to finally say good bye to old memories and i guess old audiences cum acquaintances....
well at least i retrieved the speech he gave his son, and you can tell that age and the fights he had had only built a resilience, i am sure he not only passes out to his son but to his audience. well
(sigh) we had some fun, eh? the fights and rooting for him through it all
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son, you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, you ain't gonna have a life."
well at least i retrieved the speech he gave his son, and you can tell that age and the fights he had had only built a resilience, i am sure he not only passes out to his son but to his audience. well
(sigh) we had some fun, eh? the fights and rooting for him through it all
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son, you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, you ain't gonna have a life."
Monday, June 01, 2009
cravings
i want a pitcher of wine, on the rocks.
no , maybe icecream now...
i can taste the creamy rich calories
melt on my tongue.
aaargh, maybe less stones?
a cup of mixed juice cocktail?
well, urm...please be patient
my mouth's watering for nuts.
i cant take this off my mind,
i think i may go crazy if i dont huv a plate of fries!
pick up the phone, please! i really need some cassava
no cabbage and coolie flower on my mind now
and with a pinch of salt i could do
with boiled potatoes
raw tomatoes
baked beans.
fried onions
lotsa lotsa pepper.
donuts, pancakes cooked over an open fire
cakes with yourghurt, soft and fresh...
ummmm meat balls, brandy balls
poridge fermented and brown
peas, cocoa yum...
i donno
forget that list,
i cant stand food
who am i kidding?
all i want
all i really want
is you.
pick up the phone
please tell me, please
please tell me you still want me.
no , maybe icecream now...
i can taste the creamy rich calories
melt on my tongue.
aaargh, maybe less stones?
a cup of mixed juice cocktail?
well, urm...please be patient
my mouth's watering for nuts.
i cant take this off my mind,
i think i may go crazy if i dont huv a plate of fries!
pick up the phone, please! i really need some cassava
no cabbage and coolie flower on my mind now
and with a pinch of salt i could do
with boiled potatoes
raw tomatoes
baked beans.
fried onions
lotsa lotsa pepper.
donuts, pancakes cooked over an open fire
cakes with yourghurt, soft and fresh...
ummmm meat balls, brandy balls
poridge fermented and brown
peas, cocoa yum...
i donno
forget that list,
i cant stand food
who am i kidding?
all i want
all i really want
is you.
pick up the phone
please tell me, please
please tell me you still want me.
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